The energy of Regret gives me a sinking, desolate feeling. The concept of needing to make amends to right the wrongs I have is based on this deep-seated belief that “I am unworthy of LOVE and I need to keep doing things to set things right and become more acceptable to others instead of being rejected by them. I need to constantly fix an UNWORTHY ME to form an ACCEPTABLE ME.” This all feels like I am already in a pit, it is only a matter of how deep I am in it
As I dwelled on my life’s biggest regret so far and start to become curious about where it is leading me, it suddenly shifted to me feeling grateful for having lived that path. Gratitude lifts my spirits up and the path ahead gets filled with many possibilities instead of a few options to what I can do to minimize damage.